Chris if those allegations about you raping your own mother are true then I have genuinely lost all respect for you as a person. Your antics used to entertain me, made me feel for you, and at some points I've even seen some of myself in you. But hearing about this has made me feel like I can't look at you the same way anymore. I knew you weren't all there, you were a bit of a creep, but I am at a loss for words for how much I don't like you now. This wasn't you being tricked, trolled, or provoked. You did this to your mother on your own. If you feel any guilt at all for what you did then you'll turn yourself in. I only hope someone can find your mom somewhere safe from you.